Stay tuned still climbing mountains.....

Still trying to breathe even though some falling boulders have been tossed my way the last few days..... Still trying to remember this will all pass it will be ok DO NOT HYPERVENTILATE.... still trying to say this stress and hassle will be worth the trouble...... still trying to cope with the fact that a few random people who know nothing about us hold our future and our kids lives in their hands... still trying to find my zen moment and realize that while I think they are total incompetent morons who are insulting me and treating me like a child that I have to smile and play the game to get on with things....... still trying to live with 7 dish pack boxes  in my living room empty because we are in limbo will someday be out of the living room... still trying to accept I am not in control...... still trying to be a tough cookie and not have a meltdown over the insanity that is this process...... Yes still avoiding falling boulders while I am mountain climbing......